Since no in in real life has my dA account,I will write this here. After coming to study here in The Netherlands, I fell in to this state of depression and wouldn't leave my bed for months. This resulted in failing all my classes at the university, which of course got me kicked out. I don't know what to do next in my life, since I am 9 hours(by plane) away from my family and I don't have much to fall back on. I know others have gone through worse and stuff, but I just needed to talk to someone about this. My family back home still thinks everything is going well with me and I'm too much of a coward to say otherwise.
To save myself from jumpi